I've been experiencing this feeling I don't think I've ever want to know again. It caused me pain before, and it's going to cause me pain again.

Doubt it's going to result in anything short of agonizing. This is going to hurt. I'm bracing myself. It's already starting - I don't think I've ever felt more alone now than ever.

Sooner or later, all of it's effects are going to kick in, and I'm going to come out of it in one huge mess. Can't wait, man. At least it's the hols.

It's fucking excruiating. And to add on to it, everyone has to be away. What are the bloody chances? Everyone has to be either grounded, overseas, away or busy some way or another at the same fucking time. I have some terrible, terrible luck.

I'm sorry, I've been kind of obsessive/depressed lately. I'll move on to something.... more pleasant.

Just started to play maple, again. (I was, no, AM bored.)

Create a character in Izar (it's symbol is a sheep... how cute.) Chose this job called Evan, and supposedly you get to fight with a dragon. Mmm, cool.

It is frighteningly similar to Eragon. Farm boy, meets dragon, forms bonds, sets off to help the world. Oh, and the dragon is blue too. What.

I played an hour or two (or three) and somehow I got a Potential Scroll from a... pig, I think. Or some sort of noobish monster. It's some new gimmick - wasn't there when I played before. And apparently it's worth quite alot. Say, around 20m? It's confirmed now. I AM AWESOME TTM. (Oh, and some guild invited me randomly.... and it's called TheBimbo. Ooooohkay....)

My dragon has some big-ass oversized head and looks funky. It evolves every 10 levels, so I can't bloody wait to get to level 30 and have it get rid of that awful looking head. (Am level 21 atm.)

Oh, and I just reread my last rant (about love), and I sound fucking creepy/despo. Shit.

I've been experiencing this feeling I don't think I've ever want to know again. It caused me pain before, and it's going to cause me pain again.

Doubt it's going to result in anything short of agonizing. This is going to hurt. I'm bracing myself. It's already starting - I don't think I've ever felt more alone now than ever.

Sooner or later, all of it's effects are going to kick in, and I'm going to come out of it in one huge mess. Can't wait, man. At least it's the hols.

It's fucking excruiating. And to add on to it, everyone has to be away. What are the bloody chances? Everyone has to be either grounded, overseas, away or busy some way or another at the same fucking time. I have some terrible, terrible luck.

I'm sorry, I've been kind of obsessive/depressed lately. I'll move on to something.... more pleasant.

Just started to play maple, again. (I was, no, AM bored.)

Create a character in Izar (it's symbol is a sheep... how cute.) Chose this job called Evan, and supposedly you get to fight with a dragon. Mmm, cool.

It is frighteningly similar to Eragon. Farm boy, meets dragon, forms bonds, sets off to help the world. Oh, and the dragon is blue too. What.

I played an hour or two (or three) and somehow I got a Potential Scroll from a... pig, I think. Or some sort of noobish monster. It's some new gimmick - wasn't there when I played before. And apparently it's worth quite alot. Say, around 20m? It's confirmed now. I AM AWESOME TTM. (Oh, and some guild invited me randomly.... and it's called TheBimbo. Ooooohkay....)

My dragon has some big-ass oversized head and looks funky. It evolves every 10 levels, so I can't bloody wait to get to level 30 and have it get rid of that awful looking head. (Am level 21 atm.)

Oh, and I just reread my last rant (about love), and I sound fucking creepy/despo. Shit.